Impressions

Impression is a very powerful tool, I believe. For I who holds strongly to my own emotions, it is difficult to change my impression of another. But once changed, it becomes almost impossible to revert. In this case, I am dismissing the 0.1% chance of reverting.

I'll keep this short and precise. I've become really really sick of it. How and why...I'll leave that unspoken. I'm sick to the point that I feel I don't want to have anything to do with it. And I feel disgusted for those who interacts with it. I have absolutely no respect for it. Whatever the future might be, if any interaction is bound to exist, I can only overlook it like it doesn't matter to me. I tend to forget things over time, including emotions. So this entry is simply a reminder to myself that I will hold the same impression for as long as I live, and I do not want to change that.

If I do change, I am going to hate myself.

RE-edit:
Lets just say I won't offer it more than neutrality. :]
Meh. Forget everything. When did I ever liked myself that much to keep something going for my own sake? :p

Qiqi's Music Talent Show

Going to Chicago...

update:
You may think that I am stupid. But I really just stayed in my hotel on Thurs night. Skipped dinner because I didn't dare to explore the city. >__<, Bleh. Anyways, I am glad the interview is over. I wasn't really nervous. And I did my best..in terms of relaxing and making a conversation. In terms of answering qns...not so well. It's certain that this is the closest I can get to getting the dream job. But I will still hope for the best. Sigh.
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..today. alone.

scary. :'(

New blog: us + e4rth

Some interesting facts that you might not have known before.
WARNING: Some images might be too severe for some of you. So read at your own risk.

P.S. working hours is now upped to 3hrs/day! more $$

I know I suck at PvP...

and I really DO suck at PvP.